I've been procrastinating blogging since we got home from our amazing cross-country road trip last weekend and guess how I've been procrastinating? By reading amazing blogs by strangers I've never met but feel ridiculously inspired by. I find myself buying Hanes sheer black leggings, just because I love the blogger writing about it so much.
I want what my favourite bloggers have. A daily practice. A thoughtful journey. A conscious creation.
Post-wedding, I've found myself with a lot of extra time and I've been spending a lot of it thinking about what I want next. The short list includes figuring out if my husband and I are going to stay in Montreal and get his business up and running or move to L.A. so that he can further pursue his dream of scriptwriting.
Also on the short list and connected to the previous item is find a comfortable home to live in. We aren't sure whether that means purchasing a house or just renting a really awesome open-concept living space, but we've been definitely outgrown our current plateau apartment.
I also would like to seriously start trying to get pregnant. We've 'toyed around' with the idea over the last year or so, and felt excited thinking about what it would mean for our lives if I actually got pregnant, but nothing has happened yet. This week I am also, by request of my naturopath, going to test for heavy metals in my blood. Hopefully I'll pass the test and the perhaps in the next few months we can give baby-creating a go?
Lastly and definitely most importantly, I want to stop drinking. or at least stop drinking everyday. It's hard to type that in to a public blog, because I spend so much time and energy trying to hide it from everyone I know, but it's time to get authentic. Even if no one ever reads this.
Maybe I should explain in detail, or maybe I should leave it vague. I think I'll have to decide that on another day.
so much love,
tasha
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